Saturday, December 3, 2011

Day 4- headaches stimulants downfalls

coffee psycho active drug stimulant

headache no sleep from being a mom or no caffeine?

third year of college cappuccinos in france  six months later hubris.... first months of marriage, coffee, no water, hubris

silent space, darkness, light, what do we fill those spaces with to forget those spaces? do we make room for them?

coffee, bane, kick the habit, use something else instead or figure out what i use coffee to fill. what space does coffee fill for me? prayer?

also, will gain weight sans coffee... because i eat more when i don't have coffee. i think.

coffee a drug. can also be a safety blanket... don't know why, but it is. something i attach myself to. makes me feel better? a comfort? love it? like a person? oh dear. i have coffee issues.

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